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And all this time I thought I wasn’t worth anything.

On My Mind

We all dream of our own paradise
Yet we can never achieve it
We long to find a place we belong
Somewhere to call home
A place to be free
But we really don’t know what freedom is
We fight many battles
We cause so much pain
All in the struggle of life
Paradise is a dream
A dream we will never see
A place that doesn’t exist
We are jealous of others
For many reasons
But the main reason is
We are not happy with ourselves
No one in this world is truly happy with themselves
No matter how much they think they are
Cause it’s not possible
That is how it is
We live our lives dreaming of a perfect world
But it only exists within
If it only exists within
Then I wish to dream forever
To dream forever
And be happy forever
The ultimate dream
A sad end but a happy beginning
That is the cycle of life

Sigh, Missing Snapshots

I attended a live music event yesterday where Cylindrian/Grace was performing for Elf Circle charity week. I managed to snap about eight snapshots of her performance, which was stunning. But now that I get ready to upload them to flickr to do my post, they are gone. I have no clue where they went to either, because I save my snapshots to one directory on my computer. No matter what operating system I am currently booted into, I always have a special “Snapshots from SL” folder. Yet nothing is there now, did gremlins eat my snapshots? I would love to know.

But anyway, the performance was wonderful and I will try to catch more of her performances in the future.

Updated About Page

I spent a long time writing up the history of Asaria (About) and a little bit about the person behind the avatar. I left comments open so people could leave any questions/comments for me. Please don’t think I wrote it (the RL me section [About(ME)]) to get sympathy from anyone or to make people feel sorry for me. I wrote it to show that people have various reasons for wanting to escape Real Life and enter Second Life.

Second Life to me is just that, a second life. It let’s me be me where i can’t really in real life.

Old Posts Added

I took this time, since I couldn’t sleep, to import all the posts & comments from my old site to here. When I decided to move everything over to WordPress, I wanted to have a fresh start. But what one plans on and what happens, are two totally different things. I mainly imported them all to show that I am really not sad about my past blogging, but that I am just not happy with how I blog in general.

I would love to be able to write like everyone else does and be able to express myself better. Most of the people that are close to me, know about my Real Life and what it all causes for me. This all has an impact on how I act and express myself. I don’t choose to be shy, withdrawn and anti-social. It happens due to the way my life has been in RL. I am not using that as a “crutch” like some of you might think.

There is a lot about me that causes “issues” for the “me” in SL. I try my best to keep it from causing problems in SL, but sometimes the harder you try the worse it gets. This is my case…

I plan on providing a little history of the person behind the keyboard on my about page. It will not be pretty but it should explain a lot of how you see the “me” in SL. I will be 100% honest about it as I feel honesty is the best policy.