On January 26, Asaria has been in Second Life for exactly two years. I see others have big rez day parties and do lot’s of things on their rez day, but mine was just another day. I realize this is a small detail but it is something that meant something to me. I spent my rez day in a sandbox just working on scripts by myself. I knew nothing was planned because here recently, my friends seem to have drifted away. Yes, this bothers me some but I kinda knew it would happen.
Most times when I login now, I am just checking my group notices and then logging off again. Why is it that this is all I do now? Because I really don’t see much reason to be in Second Life now. Everyone is off doing their stuff and being with others, which is fine. I know that they have other friends and other people to do things with. It’s just the fact that they don’t even say hello or hey to me anymore when I login.
But anyway, I am not going to ramble about this anymore. My time in Second Life is coming to a close soon due to the fact that I really have no reason to be there anymore. I have scripts and things that I have made that I could sell, but I am never sure they are good enough to be sold. I have had a lot of ideas for things to do or things to make, but I just don’t have the drive to do it anymore. I miss having people to talk to when i login, even if it’s only 15 minutes. I login now and end up spending the whole time alone in a sandbox just standing/sitting there. I search events to find something interesting, but I show up and it’s nothing… a simple hello and then that’s it.
I am anti-social and yes I know that Second Life is a social thing. I try to have a conversation or start one, but most times it goes ignored. So I just give up after 30-45 minutes and return to the sandbox. So yea, I am tired of how things are going and I just want to quit and move on to something else. Yet, something keeps nagging me in the back of my mind and telling me “You need to be here for a reason.” I wish I knew what that was… cause I have no clue.
Will update more soon, I hope.
